Friday, April 11, 2008

a reflection from within

There are couple of days left for me to stay in the portals of endurance

The time of saying goodbye is already fast approaching

Sometimes I feel like I don’t want to leave

But there is a necessity for me to do it

Trying to look at myself several years ago

I began to realize that I underwent a slow but steady change

A change not only of physical appearance

But it is more on the inner change

I encounter many kinds of attitudes even in that very small vicinity

There are some who are good, and some of them are evil

But despite all of those odds, I still managed to look at the bright side of the picture

Thank God I somehow handled myself to learn many things that I am supposed to be

I just thought that I would be encountering just ordinary people like I used to

But I didn’t expect that there were people who were able to touched my life

They were the people whom I consider treasures

They are the individuals who pushed me to move forward

I don’t want to name them since I just want them to stay anonymous

But I do want to let them know how grateful I am for the goodness they have shown me

It is indeed a very wonderful thing to have them around

They are simply the best gift I received from the One whom I consider my Master

Though it is painful to say goodbye to them

I still need to do it since this is the reality

Before I will have no chances left for saying goodbye

Let me do it in advance

I will thank you all for the gift of companionship

I thank you for the gift of friendship

I want to let you know that

You will always stay forever in my heart

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Emir Raj™

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